Embarrassed....

I was been debating writing about this but hoping writing it will stop it from spinning round and around in my mind...

Saturday I was hiking with my friend and her family, along with my kids. This is a relatively new friend, someone that I work with, however we have a lot in common so spending time together is easy. My friend works more directly with my crush, but she does not know that I have the crush on him. For obvious reasons I don't want to be real vocal about it.

So we were hiking and she is talking about a guy she wants to set me up with. She said he looks sort of like Tom Berenger (I went home and looked him up and that works). We were talking and she was like "have you thought about ......" and she named my crush! Ahhh. On one hand I am surprised it took so long for her to put it together. On the other I was caught off guard. At first I responded that I did not know, being that we worked together, etc....but as we continued talked I figured I may as well just come out and say it...I don't remember how I put it to her. I just know I am sort of mortified about it now. Did I do the right thing being honest? Now I feel awkward!

The funny thing is that from talking to her I don't know that he really is the best guy to have a crush on. He is apparently very unhappy at work but is not even looking at other options. He seems to have a lot of qualities  that my husband has. Of course he also has some really good ones. Like he is great at saving money. Has no debt. Is a good dad and is willing to work hard.

I hope I handled things okay.