My husband is back in town. We are going to see him tonight. I told the kids on sunday that "daddy would be back but that he is going to live somewhere else". My daughter started to cry. Within 30 seconds she had stopped. They did not ask much. Just "why?" and I said "sometimes it is better for moms and dads to NOT live together". It was easier than I had thought.
Last night, I was running errands and found this black dress at TJ Maxx. It was $20 and it looks good on me. I am wearing it now. Figure I may as well show him how good I look. And heck, while I am at it I may walk by the office of my "crush".
I am not holding my breath for my husband or for the crush. I am just "being". Yesterday the therapist told me that was a very zen way of looking at things. Yes, I am going for zen. Since I cannot control or even know what is going on in anyone else's head I am not even going to try. We will see how long this lasts.
For now, I know that I look HOT for almost 38 and heck, really for someone of any age. I still need a haircut. If husband actually does pull some weight, maybe I will have some time.
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